Does one ever really know what is right and what is wrong?
Do we really have any control over our actions? When we say 'what has to happen... eventually will' or 'everything happens for a reason', do we really believe in that or is it just an excuse that we give to ourselves and to others... to avoid answering certain things we'd rather not answer?
Is it selfish to think about myself first? Is it ok to be the reason for anothers pain?
Is it ok to just let go... is it ok to just flow with the tide... and stop thinking about what may have been or what may be?
My heads spinning.... and I need some answers.
I don't want to just drift away like I have a million times before...
There has to be an answer. And I will find it. I owe it not to anyone else but myself.
